That Wasn't The Plan
That Wasn't The Plan
Human stories for those struggling to be human.
A podcast for anyone whose life took a left turn when you were peacefully asleep.
Life doesn't come with a script—thank god, because ours would've been returned for rewrites.
Warning: May cause unexpected feelings, snort-laughing, and the overwhelming urge to text us your own "that wasn't the plan" story.
Join co-hosts Emily White and Courtney Holland as they navigate the beautiful disasters, plot twists, and "well, that happened" moments that nobody warned you about. From bed bugs, winning the lottery, breaking your neck, and finding a furry lump on the side of the road that turns out to be your best friend.
We're here to talk about the stuff that wasn't in your life plan: Getting sober. Couch-surfing at 35. Teaching Jazzercise in a thong leotard at 5 AM (Courtney looks great, by the way). Death showing up uninvited. Your career ghosting you.
Each episode brings you real stories, terrible advice, excellent commiseration, and the reminder that if your life feels like a dumpster fire, at least you're in good company.
New episodes drop weekly. Follow us wherever you get your podcasts, because we all need witnesses to this beautiful mess.
Remember: Just because it wasn't the plan doesn't mean it wasn't supposed to happen.
That Wasn't The Plan
Addiction talks but sobriety walks
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Courtney’s original life plan was simple: keep drinking, keep using, quietly disappear. Sobriety was not the plan — but it turned out to be the thing that gave her a bigger, funnier, fuller life than she ever imagined. In this episode, we talk addiction, shame, strawberries, bad decisions, dark humor, and why getting sober didn’t end her life — it finally gave her a life worth living.
Show Notes:
Summary
The conversation delves into the personal struggles of addiction, highlighting the impact of choices made during this time. Courtney shares her experiences with theft and dishonesty, particularly in relation to her family, and reflects on the consequences of her actions.
Takeaways
Courtney openly admits to stealing money during her addiction.
She reflects on a specific incident of stealing from her niece's piggy bank.
The act of claiming to be a designated driver while being drunk illustrates her struggles.
Addiction often leads to low points in personal integrity.
Family relationships can be deeply affected by addiction and dishonesty.
Courtney's story emphasizes the importance of honesty in recovery.
The conversation sheds light on the emotional turmoil associated with addiction.
Consequences of addiction can manifest in various forms, including theft.
Courtney's experiences serve as a cautionary tale for others.
The discussion highlights the need for support and understanding in recovery journeys.
Chapters
00:00 The Struggles of Addiction
00:20 Consequences of Choices
